Its Complicated

"IT'S COMPLICATED... IT ALWAYS IS... THAT'S JUST THE WAY IT GOES..."
David Guetta Ft. Kelly Rowland


Yes.... It's true....
Gillyyyyy,
I'm so confused right now, you have no idea.. The thing is, I have a guy issue. But it's not the usual one - when a guy likes me and simply can't stop writing me - its' the opposite! I like a guy that doesn't reply to me... :-/  You know how I am always complaining about some guys that I meet and talk with and end up  giving my number/BBM/facebook/email to, who keep contacting me and trying to take me out! And I'm always trying to come up with excuses to say "NO"... or to gently explain that I'm not interested in a relationship, or even a fling... or at least not with them. Because, you know, I honestly think that a real relationship can work if you both get along really well and understand that it will be hard. Also, I think not having big expectations or plans to burden your relation with is a really good thing... as long as you enjoy each other's company and get along and.. click... it might actually work. That, however, is extremely hard to find and that's why when you think you've found a guy with potential.. you have to hold on to him, right? Well.. my dear Gilly... I think I found that kind of guy, with soooo much potential.. it's even unbelievable... and you out of all people know how picky I am.. In fact, we both are!!!! As far as I know, you like him as well... hahaha... and not only as a friend. That doesn't bother me, however, because it's you! :) But I also think I reeeeally like this guy! OK, so far so good, but the problem is that after the other amazing night, during which all his actions showed that he is very interested in me, he not only did not write, he didn't even reply to my bbm... :-( This hasn't happened in...  never! So now I'm trying to analyze his actions during that night, but the more I think about it, the more unexplainable it seems, because everything he did towards me was just perfect! He works at this restaurant/bar/club that we keep going to, so he can't hide ;-) But of course I am not the type to push and insist, if he is not interested, he is not interested, basta!

My roommate has the opposite problem... the more common one for models, to be honest! She simply can't get rid of a guy... but he's from the most persistent ones, admittedly! She doesn't pick up, she doesn't answer... she really showed him she is not interested, but he keeps calling... pff.... and I am giving her advise how to get rid of him... :-D such irony! I think the best way to do it is to say the truth. Whatever it is... the truth is always best! So I wish my guy would also tell me what the problem is... if he doesn't like me it will hurt 100 times less to actually hear it than not to hear it but to have to guess it from his "ignore". Oh well... it's all for the best... that's what I must believe!

So, you know it Gilly, we models have problems with guys, too. Maybe not the most common ones - not being able to find guys that like us - but still problems.. being liked by almost everybody, all of whom suck, or not being liked (the way we want to be) by the ones we find.. well... perfect? ..

I will keep you posted on things, dear Gilly.... thank you for listening/reading me out! hehehe..
I love you!

*Sally*